+ve Anthony Muthu: 08/01/2009

Monday, August 31, 2009

எங்கு செல்வதென்று புரியவில்லை..?

கூண்டு திறந்தது..!

தாய்ப் பறவை பறந்தது..!

இனி அது திரும்பி வரப்போவதில்லை..!

குஞ்சு அழுதது.

அம்மா...
பறக்க முடியாத என்னையும்...
உன்னோடு எடுத்துப் போயிருக்கக் கூடாதா?

நீயில்லாத இந்தக் கூண்டில்..
உனக்கிணையாய் என் மீது அன்பு காட்ட எவருண்டு..?

நீயும் கைவிட்டாய்.
நம்பியவர் கைவிட்டார்.

என்ன செய்வதென்று புரியவில்லை..?

எங்கு செல்வதென்று புரியவில்லை..?

A Letter to God

Oh my dear God!

I wrote a letter to you on 8' th-Dec.2007.

I want to show this world with my greatest joy,that you had answered my letter & prayers, Done great things in my life,Changed my Entire life in these 8 months.

You had fulfilled, "All of my Essential 3 needs,"

1) Online Job (With a Salary of 3000 Rs.)

2) New Laptop.

3) Powered wheel Chair.

I thank with tears in my eyes, to all of the Human forms that which you took disguise, to participate in helping me to get my Needs.

PLEASE MAKE ME POWERFUL.

PLEASE MAKE ME USEFUL TO THE WORLD.

PLEASE MAKE ME TO GIVE EVERYONE, instead of getting.

Thank you Soooo MMMuchhh.

Your's Same Faithfully & Especially Beloved Son

Anthony Muthu.

The Real Anthony Muthu

Yeah..! I"ve got a Special boon from God. Physically Challenged.Percentage of Disability is 90 %(According to the doctor's certificate.)
Paralysed below my chest.
Oh... Thank you God for giving me 2 hands & an Independent Brain to work.
Residing at Chennai/Tamilnadu/India at the mercy of my elder sister.Below my chest there is no sense at all. I do not have the sense to pass Urine & Toilet. Someone has to press my Stomach to pass Urine. My Sister, has to dig out Toilet manually. She is a living God for me.
I got this disability at the age of 11. (In an accident)

Knowledge

My reading habit increased my knowledge. Developed a great interest in Electronics at the age of 15 & got 2 Diplomas in Radios & Audios respectively. (studied through correspondence) At the age of 20 the love for music from my boyhood flowered. Got an Electronic Musical Keyboard from a friend, & practiced on my own. Got basic lessons in music from
Rev.Fr. Paul Rajareegam and continued to study B.A degree (Indian music) through open university in Chennai University.

I N V E N T I O N S

In 1998 I Invented a new sound system by Combining Music fundamentality & Electronics(similar & advanced than Dts).
You can feel music Dancing around you according to the Composing in my sound system.

My Failures

I left no stone unturned and left no doors unknocked to popularize & to utilize my idea to the Film Industry.I cried for recognition.....No one recogonized me.Each and every moment of life chased me to the extreme end of my life.In one of those dark days with a black mood due to frustration and anger I smashed my Sound system, into pieces.

Regaining Confidence

Later I learnt to smile through the most difficult situations, and negotiate persistently for my point of view, taking risks in the process, in the most difficult of circumstances.

Computers

In 2005 my Friend Miss.Gomathi gifted me an old Computer & I practiced with it for atleast 18 hrs every day.Now I can say that I am a little bit Computer savvy.

Internet

In 2007 Novermber, I got internet connection, & my life took a sudden turn with beautiful bends.... The world with a path leading to heaven with beds of roses!!!

Blog Writing

I began to write a blog in Tamil, and the whole Tamil world turned its attention towards me. I even started my own English blog too.

Future Plans

I'm not sure what God wants me to do with all of this, but the strange thing is, I feel less tension with good hearted people around me always..

I have a greater sense of equilibrium about me now.Sometimes I have days when a black mood takes over and I just donot know how to shift from it, whatever the weather, rain or shine.If my mind is made up that I'm going to have a negative thinking day, then nothing can stop it, not even the brightest sunshine outside.
But I don't let my disability define me.....
And that keeps me alive....with lots of...hope...courage...confidence....and trust on me!!!!

What the future will bring? Who knows?

+ve Anthony Muthu

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Monday, August 31, 2009

எங்கு செல்வதென்று புரியவில்லை..?

A Letter to God

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