+ve Anthony Muthu: 15) ஏ... வறுமையே...! உனக்கொரு வறுமை வராதென்றா எண்ணுகிறாய்...?

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

15) ஏ... வறுமையே...! உனக்கொரு வறுமை வராதென்றா எண்ணுகிறாய்...?

என் இயலாமை கூட...
உன்னளவுக்கு....
என்னைத் துன்புறுத்தியதில்லை...

என் உடலை உடைத்து...
வாழ்வின் அத்தனை...
சந்தோஷங்களையும்...
என்னிடமிருந்து...
எடுக்க முயன்று...
தோற்றுப் போன...
இறைவன்....
உன்னையும் சேர்த்துக்...
கொடுத்ததில்...

சற்றே கோபம்தான்...
அவன் மேல்..!

இருப்பினும்...
இத்தனைக்கும் பதிலாக...
மனம் முழுக்க...

எதிர்காலம் குறித்த...
இணையிலா...
நம்பிக்கையைத் தந்துவிட்டதால்...
பிழைத்துப் போகிறான்...
போ...
என விட்டு விட்டேன்....!

அந்தச் சக்தியின் தெம்பில்...
உன்னைப் பார்த்துச்
சிரிக்கிறேன்...

ஏ...
என் வறுமையே...!
உனக்கொரு வறுமை...
வராதென்றா எண்ணுகிறாய்...?

4 comments:

Aruna said...: //எதிர்காலம் குறித்த...
இணையிலா...
நம்பிக்கையைத் தந்துவிட்டதால்...//

இதற்கு மேல் என்ன வேண்டும் வாழ்வதற்கு??இறைவன் பாவம்!! பிழைத்துப் போகட்டும்...விட்டு விடுங்கள்!
அன்புடன் அருணா; February 20, 2008 at 5:23 PM
Kumudameera said...: வாழ்க வளமுடன்; June 5, 2008 at 10:28 AM
Anonymous said...: REMBA NALLA ERUKU.....; February 3, 2009 at 4:44 PM
தமிழினிமை... said...: VAAZHHA VALAMUDAN....neenda naatkalukkup pirahu rombavum mahizhchiyai irukkiradhu.-unmayahave..ungal thannambikkai engalai poendravarhalayum thottrikkolhiradhu.neengal valamudan nalamudan vaazhavaendum.niraya yezhudhungal.aha oonam ondrumillai.mana oonamdhaan irukka koodaadhu.be positive always as your name tells; June 22, 2009 at 2:33 PM

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A Letter to God

Oh my dear God!

I wrote a letter to you on 8' th-Dec.2007.

I want to show this world with my greatest joy,that you had answered my letter & prayers, Done great things in my life,Changed my Entire life in these 8 months.

You had fulfilled, "All of my Essential 3 needs,"

1) Online Job (With a Salary of 3000 Rs.)

2) New Laptop.

3) Powered wheel Chair.

I thank with tears in my eyes, to all of the Human forms that which you took disguise, to participate in helping me to get my Needs.

PLEASE MAKE ME POWERFUL.

PLEASE MAKE ME USEFUL TO THE WORLD.

PLEASE MAKE ME TO GIVE EVERYONE, instead of getting.

Thank you Soooo MMMuchhh.

Your's Same Faithfully & Especially Beloved Son

Anthony Muthu.

The Real Anthony Muthu

Yeah..! I"ve got a Special boon from God. Physically Challenged.Percentage of Disability is 90 %(According to the doctor's certificate.)
Paralysed below my chest.
Oh... Thank you God for giving me 2 hands & an Independent Brain to work.
Residing at Chennai/Tamilnadu/India at the mercy of my elder sister.Below my chest there is no sense at all. I do not have the sense to pass Urine & Toilet. Someone has to press my Stomach to pass Urine. My Sister, has to dig out Toilet manually. She is a living God for me.
I got this disability at the age of 11. (In an accident)

Knowledge

My reading habit increased my knowledge. Developed a great interest in Electronics at the age of 15 & got 2 Diplomas in Radios & Audios respectively. (studied through correspondence) At the age of 20 the love for music from my boyhood flowered. Got an Electronic Musical Keyboard from a friend, & practiced on my own. Got basic lessons in music from
Rev.Fr. Paul Rajareegam and continued to study B.A degree (Indian music) through open university in Chennai University.

I N V E N T I O N S

In 1998 I Invented a new sound system by Combining Music fundamentality & Electronics(similar & advanced than Dts).
You can feel music Dancing around you according to the Composing in my sound system.

My Failures

I left no stone unturned and left no doors unknocked to popularize & to utilize my idea to the Film Industry.I cried for recognition.....No one recogonized me.Each and every moment of life chased me to the extreme end of my life.In one of those dark days with a black mood due to frustration and anger I smashed my Sound system, into pieces.

Regaining Confidence

Later I learnt to smile through the most difficult situations, and negotiate persistently for my point of view, taking risks in the process, in the most difficult of circumstances.

Computers

In 2005 my Friend Miss.Gomathi gifted me an old Computer & I practiced with it for atleast 18 hrs every day.Now I can say that I am a little bit Computer savvy.

Internet

In 2007 Novermber, I got internet connection, & my life took a sudden turn with beautiful bends.... The world with a path leading to heaven with beds of roses!!!

Blog Writing

I began to write a blog in Tamil, and the whole Tamil world turned its attention towards me. I even started my own English blog too.

Future Plans

I'm not sure what God wants me to do with all of this, but the strange thing is, I feel less tension with good hearted people around me always..

I have a greater sense of equilibrium about me now.Sometimes I have days when a black mood takes over and I just donot know how to shift from it, whatever the weather, rain or shine.If my mind is made up that I'm going to have a negative thinking day, then nothing can stop it, not even the brightest sunshine outside.
But I don't let my disability define me.....
And that keeps me alive....with lots of...hope...courage...confidence....and trust on me!!!!

What the future will bring? Who knows?

+ve Anthony Muthu

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

15) ஏ... வறுமையே...! உனக்கொரு வறுமை வராதென்றா எண்ணுகிறாய்...?

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